перед сном и за один присест. сама в шоке
Hello
You keep saying that I suck,
Well, I know it well as fuck.
Yeah, we are way back for a long
But said our first hello, just a few days ago.
I understand you are worried,
That our relationship moves too slowly.
I don’t think we’re that close yet,
That I can say more than nodding.
I don’t even say hello,
When my parents are video calling.
It is been seventeen years in a row,
I live with them in one home.
Well, how to say, they’re at home,
I am in my room, on my own.
“Oh, she is a sweetie, so nice and calm!”
Thought it was a compliment, nah, I was wrong.
All these things I’ve been told,
Do not matter anymore.
Cuz, fuck, I am a pretty grown,
To be acting to save the moment.
Just for you to know more –
My parents had to beg me for
Greeting guests, with a pleasant tone
And to put some expression on.
So the problem is me only
You can’t handle? Oh, then sorry.
Its too late to change the story –
Of me drawing, while kids were scolding.
And I am used to, to be honest,
To be emotionally lowest.
That I need to take a while
To generate response not that dry.
So forgive me everyone
For being so freaking dumb.
I think I am no good to anyone
Better to stay on my own.